Back home on Sunday evening after worshipping at St Michael’s Basingstoke in the morning, I felt totally exhausted, beaten up by the Basingstoke HTB God squad, my body somatising all the fake, manipulative, stressful pressure of the unhealthy HTB routine, contaminating heart, mind, body and soul. My emotional equilibrium has also been affected by the reactions from the GAFCON axis to Archbishop Sarah’s appointment to Canterbury and the reactions from various organisations and individuals to the House of Bishops failure to make any progress in the Living and Love and Faith process.